I can't believe how much better I am feeling already. It has only been three days since the break up, but I am starting to see my life in a whole new way. Although it still hurts that Paul made this decision to leave so quickly, I have to realize that this may be a trait that runs in his family. He used to tell me his mother would do the same thing – make a 180 degree snap decision on something for no given reason.
But this decision he made has set things in motion in my life. I can feel the winds of change blowing already. It is as if this decision was a large marble plunked into a group of smaller marbles that make up the components of my life, and those marbles went flying in many directions, just as my own life could take off in a completely different direction. I am actually sort of excited knowing that I could finally realize a dream that I had started hoping for 26 years ago. Now I might have an opportunity to see that dream to its fruition! And I wouldn't have even considered it as a possibility if I hadn't been so broken up by the break up that I turned to my best friend for advice!
I know I have to let things take their course, but who knows what might happen in the next six months!
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