Sunday, January 31, 2010

Alone but Not Lonely

In my last marriage, I would have images of myself in my later years, alone, but enjoying my life. I could see myself doing what I wanted, not having to take care of anyone else or be there to cater to anyone else's needs.

I'm not saying I was a recluse; far from it. I was enjoying life, fully enjoying it, in fact.

So, here I am, alone and able to live that dream. And I realize I am living it! I eat what I want, when I want, and don't have to deal with criticism or comment. I sleep In a bed by myself, but I sleep without the interruption of another person's tossing and turning and/or snoring.

Granted, the only beings I have to talk to are my pets, but I am happy (for now) with that. Yes, I would eventually like to have someone else in my life, but for now, I want to enjoy this quiet time by myself, free of critique, comment, etc.

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