What My Dreams are Telling Me

I had some more very vivid dreams last night. They made me feel much better about my life, and inspired me so much I had to do a little "reading" into their meaning and what my future might hold.

The first one I remember, I was in a building, and someone came up to me. I knew this person, because I said "there you are! Don't do that to me ever again!" I remember feeling that way – that I had been betrayed by this person. They never apologized, but just kissed me and then we went on as if nothing had happened. We went walking into a parking lot, looking for their car; the lot seemed endless and it was difficult to find the car (I don't think we did before I woke up). When I thought about the dream, I first thought the person was my last boyfriend, but he was also tall, and similar to my last husband as well, so I guess he was like a cross between the two. Interesting thing about the parking lot, too – it started out like the parking lot behind Rhode Island Hospital, but then seemed like the huge parking lot at the Big E.

These things stick out to me – the person did not apologize (true of both my last husband and my last boyfriend); I was continuing on as if nothing happened (old behavior); and the lots were significant (the RI Hospital lot representing when I had to pick up my last husband and take him home after his accident; the Big E lot that I walked around on pain after going to the Fair with my last boyfriend).

The next dream was about someone I had never met, but they surprised me by falling for me, even though I thought they liked someone else. It was unexpected but very nice and romantic, and different than anything else I had known (the person was different, too, than anyone else I had known).

When I did my reading on this, it said I should be aware of my old behaviors before getting into a new relationship. If I could change my patterns, I would end up with more choices, but I should look to my heart and find the most heartwarming relationship. This is what I think the dreams were about, and I plan to listen to them and take them to heart.