I did a sort of emotional cleansing process today, and strangely enough it was rather…cleansing. Since my old boyfriend will not talk to me and/or explain in any greater detail the reason for the breakup, I wrote out a letter to him with all the anger that I had been carrying around inside me over the past few weeks. Then I printed out his picture.
I took both in hand and read the letter to the picture, adding a few more comments that I hadn't included originally, telling him how upset I was that I felt that he led me on to believe he really cared for me, when, obviously, he didn't, and I felt deceived, and there was so much more. After all was said and done, and I had a good cry, I lit both the picture and the letter on fire and put them in the wood stove to burn.
And then, I felt as if the anger I had been feeling went away with the smoke. I may never know the real reason he left, but at least I can feel better about myself.
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