So those of you keeping track, my love life sucks. It completely sucks. But guess what might suck more? My health! Yay (I guess).
I have been going through tests that I never thought I would be going through, because those forms of the Big C that attack the female body parts don't affect my family, as far as I know (and now as I am typing this, I am wondering about my dad's side of the family that we lost touch with.) And I always thought that I would know I was sick because I would be losing weight (and not just from my attempts at dieting and exercise.) And I have not been doing that - at least in large amounts!
And I haven't "felt" sick (beyond the usual stuff I deal with, that generally has to do with sinus infections because of allergies.) So I am hoping that this doesn't mean anything. But in any case, it is enough for me to concern myself for now. So, maybe, it was better that I didn't have a new relationship, I didn't have someone new to involve in this whole situation.
Yeah, I guess maybe I'm just taking it all on myself (well, not all - I've already told one family member, and will let more know if it gets to be more serious, so I know I have them backing me.) But overall - this really sucks.
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