He might have been lying, but I have to say it is the first time in a long, long time that someone said he liked my body, and definitely made me aware of how much he enjoyed it. When I protested that I was too big, he was honest (not exactly saying I was thin) but noting the beauty of my size. I think that was something I needed just then.
I have to say that I was expecting something more, well, serious, but this was just fun. I am realizing a big part of my problem is looking for "the one" and not realizing that I can appreciate what each person brings.And while I don't think this will be the relationship I want in the long term, it was the relationship I needed last night. And, no, I don't know if it will continue, but that doesn't bother me.
What it did was make me more confident in myself and my abilities to continue on, and that as just enough.
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