I have been so afraid to post this, because I am certain it will jinx things for me, but now I will and damn the results! I am starting to fall, ever so softly and quietly, for someone. I was so excited when he contacted me recently, because he was someone I really, really wanted to get to know when I first read about him. And then he contacted me, back in early January, and we chatted for one night. And then...nothing.
So, first I thought his life was busy, because he mentioned it could be. And, after that, I thought he met someone else and changed his mind, because I could see that happening. I have anywhere from 1-15 people contacting me within a week, and discounting the scammers and obvious trolls, there are at least a few there who come close to what I am looking for. So, I could imagine the same could be happening to him.
And, so, after a few months, I had put him out of my mind. Then he came back, last week, out of the blue. And I found out he had been busy (he had told me about something he had been working on locally that made sense; if I had been in the same position, yes, I would have been fully immersed, and, so, understand.) But he had been thinking about me, and still interested.
So...so, yeah. Here I am right now. And, can I add, that he,. just today, said I'm cute? CUTE! This professional woman was transformed to a puddle of goo when I read that. Really? :) :)
Okay, I'm trying to pull it together here. And get back to being professional. But I'll keep you posted, okay?
CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!
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