I am, once again, talking with two very different men. Both intrigue me and both seem, well, normal. But I hate being in this position of having to choose. And maybe that is my issue.
Every time I get to this point, I decide to choose one person who seems more suitable for this reason or another, and tell the other person goodbye. Then the person I choose disappears, or doesn't work out. And I kick myself for making that choice.
I think the lesson isn't that I am making the wrong choice. The lesson is that I am making the choice. Perhaps what I should be doing is continuing on and let the choice be made for me. If I believe the right choice will be made, then I should let go of the need to control this process.
I will just have to see how this plays out in its own time.
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