Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Did You Ever Have To Make Up My Mind

First things first - update! My friend's son has been released and is now back home. Yay! So happy for him, for his family, for my friend!

Now, about that title. Haven't I been here before? I am getting the feeling that these decisions are getting harder. I mean it's like it used to be "which would you rather be with? A mass murderer or a guy that built an orphanage by hand in the time that he had free when he wasn't saving homeless dogs in Russia?"

But now it is like deciding between that last guy, and someone similar, only one has dogs and the other cooks. So, in other words, they are both great, but since we don't live in Noel Coward's "Design for Living" world, I need to make a choice.

There is a big part of me that just wants to wait until the choice is made for me. And that might happen, right? Yeah, I didn't think so, either.

So, I am going to get to know both of them. And then, after that point, I will make my decision. Not before then (like I have been doing.) Ah, this is so hard.  But if I want to grow up and act like an adult, I need to do this.

Yeah, okay. I'll keep you posted.

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