I can see that I am, right now, in a place where I need to learn a lesson about my situation. I know this, because I am uncomfortable, edgy and distracted. If I am not happy with where I am, that, generally, means I am exactly where I'm supposed to be.
I don't like waiting. I want to know everything, right now; I want to know yes or no, have a plan in place, know what my next step is.
Only, right now, I don't know any of this, and, yes, it is scary. But it is a good learning lesson for me. It is important that I learn to turn all things over in my life, because my forcing situations has not come up with the best solutions. I mean, yes, I did make the choice to move out here, but I didn't force anyone to hire me - I put my resume out there and I ended up with a great job. And, yes, it took waiting to get to this point. Waiting, not knowing, turning it over.
So, who knows what the day will bring. I'm just going to enjoy what's here, now, and forget about those things I have no control over. Experience has shown that when I do that, things turn out so much better.
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