I've talked about my expression - my butter's not melting fast enough, which is my metaphor for "things are not happening as fast as I'd like them to be happening!" Yeah, that butter is warming up, but its not fully melted right now.
That means that my financial situation is turning around, but I still won't be in a comfortable place for another couple of months. It drives me crazy, but I should take comfort in the fact that a few things are changing. For one, even though I have had to negotiate with Andrew's father for this fall's tuition payment, I know that, since my salary is now higher, I can have what I owe to his father and what I owe to the school (for this semester) paid off by October, and although I will need to save for the next semester, I will/should have that paid for as well. This means that I won't have to take on any more loans - and that is a relief!
Also, yes, it sucks not having a car, but it might be only a few weeks before that turns around and at most 2 months. So that is not extending off until forever; it will be rectified in a fairly short amount of time (by fairly short, I mean in weeks or months, rather than the past 4-5 years that I have been living so close to the edge, I've almost fallen off.
So I'm getting there, and I know I'll get there. Just sucks to be right here.
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