I needed to go back to see where I was a year ago. And I can see from my posts, that I was uncertain about where I was going, how I was feeling, what was going on.
Well, I am still not 100% certain about what is going on, but I can say that I feel more comfortable about where I am and willing to accept what is happening. I don't know where the relationship I am in is going to go, but I just know that I have enjoyed what I have experienced so far, and if that is the full extent of the relationship, and if I died tomorrow, I can honestly say that I will have died happy.
No, I don't hope to die. But I feel that where I am is where I have wanted to be for so many years. I have dated and dated (as I was just telling a friend the other day) and I can say the person I am currently talking to(and occasionally meeting with, at least once a week) is all that I am looking for. He continues to make me happy with his emails and his phone calls when we can't be together. He makes me feel like a highlight in his life, and that is all that I can ask for.
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