So, after the insanity yesterday, I had to step back and figure out why it was affecting me in the way it did. And I realized that my work on myself, and the fact that I have been spending the bulk of this time on my own is starting to have a positive effect on how I act and think.
Just in the same way that working on my muscles over the past 2 months has helped me to reshape myself enough to comfortably fit into more of my clothes, my inside work has allowed me to be comfortable with more positive and sane situations.
I've noticed this in particular with the men I've been dating lately. For example, I recently have gone on several dates with someone who is very nice, and respectful of me. And it is not this hot, serious relationship that I used to get involved with in the past. Just nice, conversation and the occasional date. Will it last? Who knows! I just know that it is nice to be enjoying it day to day.
That's probably the biggest part of why I feel more sane,too. I live day to day; not focusing on yesterday or obsessing about what will happen tomorrow, but enjoying what is right in front of me now.
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