The weather forecast is up and down this week. Today it was in the 30's; tomorrow it is supposed to be in the single digits. Then two days after that, it is supposed to be in the 40's.
Such is life. I have been in conversations and, I guess, relationships with several men (including my last boyfriend) that have been also taking that sort of all or nothing pattern. One day I may hear from everyone. Other days - no one. I am learning, though, not to despair. Something always happens, It may not be what I expect, and it may not be the conversation from the person that I think I will be hearing. But something happens.
And one more thing. I am learning that each relationship teaches me something. From this one, I learn to be patient. For that one, I learn not to allow that part of me that wants to enable to take over. And from another, I learn what I want from a man, what I expect to find when I move and begin looking, once again.
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