I remember reading about, or hearing about a study of the reaction people had to the people they loved. According to the study, there was an intensification of feeling in the person that helped them to feel pain less.
Well, I don't know about feeling pain less, but I can see there is an intensity of feeling (am I really saying that? Am I really feeling this?) I have several pictures now of the person I am now seeing (yes, seeing, dammit! Not a full-blown relationship, but, well, something, someone that, as the songs say, has a hold on my heart). Anyway, I know when I look at his pictures, I , well, feel something. In fact, I keep looking. And looking.
What is wrong with me? I don't remember feeling this way before, and I have to say, it is driving me crazy. Maybe, this is what I was supposed to experience all those years, and all those times I thought I found love. Maybe this is it. Really it.
But who knows?
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