I am am impatient person...I admit it. I hate waiting. I want to know how things are going to be, and I want to know, now!
When I wait, and I don't know how things will turn out, I always assume the worst. I think that is why I force conclusions when things don't get wrapped up right away. I assume things aren't going to work out, so I tell myself (or the other person whose response I am waiting for) that it's okay. You're off the hook. Then I make excuses for them, and blah, blah, blah...
But this time, I'm not doing that. I am counting and doing everything I can to keep myself from making the first move. I am staring down that gun barrel, and this time, no matter what, I am waiting.
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