After getting my boo hoos out of my system (well, not even real ones; just felt down in the dumps for a while), I realized that, once again, I almost did what I do so many times. I almost allowed someone else to define me, and try to confine me because they weren’t comfortable with who I am.
Someone pushed my buttons, I allowed it, and I reacted. I can’t blame them if I allowed it. But now I can sit back, sum up the situation, and, as the kids say online (facepalm). Aggghh.
But, I am back up again, back to realizing that I will go on, and I don’t need someone else to define me (especially when I am so indefinable!) Someone will accept me for who I am, and until that time, I am glad to go it “alone” (i.e., with friends and family along with me for the journey). I don’t need to share my queen-sized bed with anyone – I can sprawl at my leisure.And I will continue this way with renewed hope, because I do believe things happen in their own time
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