I looked at my previous posts because I needed to find out what I was doing last year at this time. You see, I am, once again, preparing to attend the town dance which happens every year in July. The first time I attended (two years ago) I knew no one and hoped to find someone new at the dance (although I would not admit it at the time.) I didn't find that match, but what I did find was a good time.
Which brought me to attend again last year. Looking through my posts, I noted my somewhat cryptic messages, and I am guessing that I had just ended things with the professor (a relationship that last ed all of three dates over the course of several months.) Last year was wonderful because I had no expectations and danced and laughed and had a great time.
Tonight, I am the leader of the group again, putting together this meet up event for a now familiar group. This time I have decided to take a chance and walk through the path from my apartment to the library (I don't know why I was concerned about this last year, or maybe I didn't know where it was yet.) Anyway, I can see the changes in me this year. I have had two longer term relationships (the first was almost six months; the second almost three, and it may be still going, but is just possibly on hiatus.)
But no matter what happens or who shows up, I am going to do what I have done the past two years - I am going to have fun and dance the night away!
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