I had to look into my posts from last year. I knew who I was with; I just didn't know where the relationship was at this point. I know now that this would become a very toxic relationship, one that would keep me from dating for the rest of the summer and most of the fall.
Last year at this time, things were just starting up. I thought things were wonderful. I thought this was it...again (didn't I just feel that way a few months prior?) It was nice at the time, before it became the scariest experience I ever went through. I am sure, in hindsight, he would have felt bad dragging me through that horrible experience. But I know that I learned from it and moved on.
I am happy now with someone who as is sweet and funny and nice and corny as I am- someone I need right now. I don't know what tomorrow will bring. I am just enjoying the present.
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