I have been out of my other relationship for several months now, and decided to start dating again. Well, actually, I was just deciding I would be open to dating, and testing the waters, when I was asked out and found myself going out on a date.
It wasn't exactly a night to remember. We started to hit it off, but within an hour, I felt as if I would do anything to get out of there. And now I'm back to square one, which, I guess, is where I need to be right now.
Actually, though, I feel like I am on a bridge, or, to be precise, standing in the middle of the bridge. Behind me are the old relationships, including the one I just left. In front of me is...who knows? I guess in front of me is the mystery that is the rest of my life. But I'm not ready yet to move towards that mystery.
I'm stuck in the middle, not wanting to turn around and go back, but not willing to move forward.
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