Saturday, July 9, 2011

Humbug!

I never understood the need to tweet (Twitter) until now. I am trying to journal my feelings, and it would be easy if they didn't change minute by minute! I'm not saying I want to tweet every single thing I feel (although it really wouldn't matter - I'm not connected to anyone through my personal Twitter account anyway!)

But I just would want to chart how I feel throughout the day and why. Early this morning I was content with the day and the sun and the fact that it was Saturday and I could sleep in. Then as I started in on everything that I needed to do, I felt a bit overwhelmed, and, in part, felt that old need to wrap myself up in a blanket and hide away.

And just now, I was feeling like a bit of a grouch. Perhaps this grew out of the feeling of being overwhelmed, and having to do everything? I don't know - possibly.

I will say I feel better now that I have written. What I write may seem useless or senseless to some, but it is my soul salve, my personal therapy. And it keeps me aware.

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